Before a goodnight sleep...

      My inner thoughts in middle of night provoked me to write a post. Yes I was feeling uneasy, some small incidence  incited this instinct in me. Just 5 minutes of uneasiness made me draw few answers which I cannot learn in past 24 years of earthly relations.
These crucial 5 minutes told me :
You form a very difficult personality, when your soul get confused of your decisions, how can people whom you talk once a month or more rarely can understand your pure thoughts.
It also told me Every relation has shell life, means it has a expiry!  But in this case u can always alter that date, what u need is take care of it, maintain it, but if u try to neglect it;dont despair over its end.

I easily understood what it meant! And yes it hurted me a bit; but truly my heart strong enough told me "Thats true! !!But there is another truth its not you always who did this. And even if you feel its your mistake since you realized it, you can ignore it cause IT WILL ALWAYS BE A SELFISH WORLD! !!"

Kritika

What I perceive

When I see the current situation at least for a "GENERAL" middle-class like myself; I wish, I could just close my eyes and avoid everything. But at other times, I feel, that I am a citizen of India and I have full rights to fight and ask for my rights. But like a busy bird, in her own nest & taking care of building it; I try to ignore the other-side of the world.

Somehow I feel I am most affected by two things :

1. When there is corruption at high level, Crores of rupees are digested by these obese ministers, 

whose waist-line keeps increasing and they hardly care for it!! I wonder when their digestive system 

will fail and give us some relief, in this drought of honesty and ethics.

2. I have started wondering that our favorite Bollywood stars, are becoming another reason for increasing our cost of living. It might shock you but this objection is not any other non-sense. And lets see the explanation for same:

They take money in 7-8 figure for every episode of our favorite channel/serial (Its entirely their decision what they charge for their art ). Then in between those serials there are advertisement, which are also performed by them only and same charges are applied to them too. 

If a channel is paying a high amount to an actor, wont it be getting more from the advertisements? And then why would an advertiser (they are paying to both channels and actors) remain in loss? They too would surely recover their cost from their consumers. Wantedly or Unwantedly, we are in that bracket of consumers.

And if these actors, in the name of charity, donate a high amount of their income, I wonder what good they would do for poverty stricken people who somehow are in that state due to them only.

The above is not just for Bollywood actors, the same is for cricketers.( You can add more)

Ohhh God!! all this is vicious circle, I start from a point and come back to same.

" How loud can I shout, or can I speak? When people, who are my role model in the fantasy world of mine, are eating my flesh in this biological World of DARWIN!!!"